※ 引述《bangbamg (不停重复的人生)》之铭言： : to be honest, after graduating from university, i've : thought to return to the past for more than thousand times. : i think i'm a man of contradiction..... : before the graduation, i looked forward to the time of leaving the campus : and now, when in graduate school, i keep missing my uni. life..... : if there were time machine in this world, i would buy it no matter how : expensive it is.......and my friends just say i'm childsih.... Wow!! This is almost scary. I'm still an undergraduate now, but in my first year at uni, I kept on wishing to go back to high school, because I moved city, I really missed my old school and friends. However, at this stage, I find myself actually missing the first year, because comparatively speaking, that was much better than this year! And hence the whole thing about turning back time, wishing that I had made more out of the time that I had, when I was still "young". It's not like I'm old now or anything, but I'm a couple of years older, and I realize rather painfully, that some opportunities are gone forever. Right now, I'm so depressed and confused that I want to take a year off, and seriously think about what I want out of life. The ironic thing is, I know exactly what I want, but I suspect that I'm just not good enough to achieve my goal. To a certain stage, enough failures is enough, I fell like I simply can't keep fighting and take anymore, without crushing myself in the process. Right now I'm considering doing a post graduate degree in another university, I can't help but wonder if I will be missing my university when I finally get out of this place?? --

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