I saw her this morning. It seems that I've forsaken the memory about her in the past few months. But while I saw the sight of her back, I knew that I did't forget anything. I didn't look at her face, but I knew it's the girl. Pretending to be a stranger, I walked past her. We used to be friends. Friends in weak relation. (Should I feel sorry for the friendship which easily dies away?) She must have seen me, too. I don't know what she would think while I walked past her. Neither do I know how I think about this shit encounter in my happy single day. Gladness, sorrow, anger or hatred? It's a mess. I don't know how long it will take me to forget the voice, the face and the name of the girl. I know some day in the feature I'll do. At least, now, I have forgotten the reason why I loved her. I have ever made some promises to the girl. I should say sorry that they are all bullshit. Everybody should have the courage to say goodbye to the past. Especially that brings no happy memory. Besides, I am a hypocrite. --

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