Hey thanks guys. :) I guess things just get difficult when it feels as if nothing is going right. I'm still studying, but I've got a part-time job as well. I have to say that I absolutely hate my job, it's about the most boring thing I've ever done! The only good thing about it is that it's a project only, and I'm sure it won't be long now before it's finished, and I can have Friday afternoons to myself again! I just don't think it'll look good if I quit now though, since I've done this much already. I know people often say that if you feel sad...etc you should find something that you really enjoy doing and that would usually make you feel better. I think with me this time, it's really having someone to talk to. It's been so difficult mostly because I can't tell anyone about how I feel. At work, I have to pretend that I enjoy my job when I hate it, and elsewhere, I have to pretend that nothing is wrong when nothing is right! I simply don't feel comfortable talking to my friends when I feel that I have acted really stupidly in the situation, and that I 'd rather keep it to myself even though I know my friends care about me... So in that way I think the internet is really good, we can express our feelings yet remain anonymous. I think it's a really valuable technology which people should treasure and not abuse. I feel so much better now. ^^ Like Scarlette (spelling?) said in the movie "Gone with the wind" - I will worry about it tomorrow... ※ 引述《RyanTan (我要去旅行)》之铭言： : yeah! : think about happy things in your life. : actually, i felt bad these days too. : cuz my colleague is leaving us. : and that makes me think of changing my job too. : today i went to play basketball and it helps. : and now i feel better. : so try to relax yourself and don't think too much about it. : cheer up! ^^ : ※ 引述《bangbamg (I'm ur Gps)》之铭言： : : some people will say : : "why not try to find out the happiness in ur busy life" : : i read an article recently about work : : it said that there's no job that is ever-exciting or never-boring : : the way to make u keep the work on happily is to find out the positive side : : of ur job : : uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh, i know....it's cliche orz --

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