So, before talking about the very first thanksgiving I just had with Androol's family I wanna say that, yes, after trying and trying to stay in the States eventually, I have to go back to Taiwan It was hard for me knowing that I failed to stay I came here with my bachlor's degree just for a one year experience in the States studying music in a community college at first I was kinda naive that I thought since I'll be in the States I might as well have a chance to look for jobs of course I didn't know anything about H1 and didn't know that opt exists I was gonna just get a one-year certificate in music then someone told me if i could get an associate I could get opt too bad it was already my last term I couldn't take more classes and stay more terms due to some personal reasons so i transferred some credits from Taiwan then my school said, ok now u only need to pass a math test and WR 121 test to get an associate I passed math but failed WR Now that I do have to go home But what about us? We don't know Androol invited me to his parents' for thanksgiving It was really nice we had a good time and his parents kept saying that they hope they could find a way for me to stay I def wanna be with Androol but on the other hand, it's been more than a year since I left Taiwan I miss my family it's even harder after I met his family I donno if I would be able to take this burden of long distance relationship I can't even imagine he's still in college, though 26 he's also worried about his own future that none of us could hardly give promises though he prmised me to visit next summer He was talking to his mom that he knows a girl from school who's aunt works in Taiwan that she might be able to get me a job after I go back then his mom was like "I thought u were gonna say that u are gonna try to go to taiwan and look for a job..." Well, seems like his mom wouldn't want him to leave also, of course i talked to him about that possibility already his answer was, "not likely" afterall we all kinda want to stay at our own country Thanksgiving was nice His parents treats me as if I'm their own daughter when we were about to head back to Portland Androol's dad said "both of you will be fine although it's a hard time for both of you it will work out" I donno I really don't -- 原PO帅到掉渣。 --

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